may I be I is the only prayer—
not may I be great or good
or beautiful or wise or strong.
E. E. Cummings
While E. E. Cummings sometimes wrote his name
by decapitalizing the initial letters,
he did not always do that,
nor did he expect others to decapitalize his name.
Sometimes he capitalized "I" in his poems,
sometimes he did not.
He did, however, as far as I can determine,
always capitalize "God,"
and any pronoun referring to God,
and any synonyms for God.
Second things second:
I believe the poet's prayer
("may I be I...")
is the true contemplative photographer's prayer.
Not "may I become great."
Not "may my work be regarded by others as beautiful."
The Cummings prayer—
our prayer—
simply goes "may I be I."
May my photography be my photography
and no one else's.
May my eye see as my eye has been given to see
and may that be the vision
that I leave as the legacy of my work with camera,
of my play with life.
May I offer to the world
what is my most authentic offering—
clearly, essentially, purely mine—
with equal parts of gratitude, humility,
and, in the largest sense, love.
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